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About Motivation

Now in the midst of the Covid’s societal lock down I’m very much missing the interactions with living human beings, both of observing them and participating with them. It’s actually what most of my creative works result from.

Two summers back, I had a rare photo shoot of three sisters, the eldest of whom was just shy of the age of majority. ‘Rare’ because I just don’t do such shoots with people who aren’t in my close associations.

One of the girls had discovered what I do and made it known that she’d be interested to be involved. Within six months, that involvement happened when she, her mother, and two of her sisters came to the house and we did a picture session. It was purely speculative. No painting ideas were in place that they might pose for and the hope was that something would come about, inspired by the shoot.

Most of my models for art have been those I know and trust and the pictures reflect that connection. This session was a sort of a bridge in that while the sisters were not total strangers to me – I was somewhat acquainted with the family and knew them to be good people – neither were they personal friends of mine that I spend time with.  The picture session was the only thing we’ve ever done.

Two paintings have come of it to date.

The first painting idea came right away and I knew I had a classic. The oldest of the three had a look that conveyed everything beautiful and my camera captured this during a lull in the organized flow of the session. Something was going on with the other two and their mother in another part of the yard and Emma looked on, listening with casual interest.  Though we were between posing segments, I kept taking pictures while she was oblivious to me and when I reviewed them during post processing, I was struck with awe.

The idea evolved. My initial concept was quickly shot down by the mom, not because it was faulty but in light of the circumstance with the girl so close to emancipation. Rather than depict her in buttons and bows fairy tale princess mode which she so well fits, I went another route. The setting and circumstance now put her on a paddle board in a lake of water lily flowers. There she was a young adult. A woman. Beautiful and more, enjoying  life on her own terms.

It was a success.

A full year passed before the painting of her then 15 year old sister who though every bit the equal in attributes of femininity and good character was a sweet flavor all her own. With faultless posture and endearing expressions she was an ultimate example what I look for in painting inspiration. Shy, inward, but sunny in disposition she was a great mix of virtues. Her hope was that the family dog would figure into her painting and that was a challenge. Milo was an adorable dog incarnation of Marty Feldman.  His eyes! Awkward looking creature in the photos.

After numerous false starts, I devised a composition that worked. I placed Elizabeth on a fallen log in the water lily lake with Milo by her side between her teal dress and protective arm. He was thus close to her but also enlivened by the environment they shared and I focused his eyes on a nearby hummingbird. I didn’t have any pictures of him in the pose I needed, but I had enough visual data to construct it.

I painted her hair a bit longer, responding to something I heard when I took the painting to their house at the 90% stage of it’s completion. That meeting was a valuable exercise from which I came up with the coloring of her dress and the importance of getting Milo in the picture, which at the time he was not.

It’s a beautiful painting that makes me happy every time I walk past it.

At the start of the year, I hung it in the hall which forces up close viewing and as a result I keep the hall light on all day because I love passing that painting and the others that hang near it. Nice from a distance. Nicer close up.

The youngest of the sisters is yet unpainted, though I’ve spent long hours exploring potential compositions and have excitedly begun half a dozen ideas that fizzled. I got another painting idea for her last night and I’ve begun developing the design plan.

Recently I got an email from an acquaintance I’ve not seen lately because of this social distancing lock down. She wrote, “I have so many projects that could be worked on, but sometimes my motivation is lacking”.

She hit the nail on the head! That’s got a universal component of reality to it.

Motivation is the only reason the two paintings above exist and it’s the driving force behind the one I’m planning next. I could never hope to have done any of them on a whim.

Managing motivations is central to the foundation of happy outcomes and enjoyable processes and the evidence that it matters is in these two paintings which this world would never have had without my determination to make them happen and the sister’s willingness to be my inspiration.

I sure miss people!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Lies

“All the good ones are taken”.
This might be true after a sale, but more stuff comes in.
It certainly does not apply to potential marriage or friendship opportunities, except in pockets. Where it is true, get out of that pocket and find your people!

“Lawyers are scoundrels”
This one and the next one are reflections on the numbers and like any sweeping generalization is deceptively incorrect. It’s the (my guess) 92% that make the rest look bad. There are excellent and still highly principled attorneys but the rest are like a normal work force – some mediocre, some a mixed bag, some substandard, and too many unprincipled beyond a normal person’s comprehension.

“Politicians are all bad” or similar.
This one is dangerous and not true. What I wrote about lawyers applies the same but consider – this belief is similar to other unworkable views that harm the quality of outcomes.
Think what you will of so called ‘gun control’ but it’s pointless to blame objects for [sub]human behavior. Managing the objects without remedying the behavior empowers the wrong side of the equation.

Thinking all politicians are bad closes down any recognition of the good ones and serves the interests of the bad guys to the disadvantage of the good ones. The bad ones are already bad, and stating it changes nothing. The good ones are good, but painting them with the stain of the pukes only disenfranchises actual solutions and masks off the remedies you want.

What you believe does not change what is true. It only changes your view and influence. This is how rotten politicians get voted in and keep their power. They cater to your beliefs, not you. An unchallenged lie has more compelling effect on formation of belief than truth does because it can be dressed up to suit where as truth is what it is.

All the good ones are not taken.
All the lawyers are not scoundrels.
All the politicians are not the reprehensible beasts that their tools make the good ones seem to be as cover for those who actually are.

People are designed to act rather than to be acted upon. But it is human nature to accept being acted upon if that’s easier and then complaining about it.
I’ve included a picture of one of those.

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Little Women: The Woke Version

Ever since the late 1860’s the excellent tale of a family with four daughters called “Little Women” has been in continuous publication and when you read it you will understand why.

Note: the director called for artists to create a poster but only allowed about two weeks to create one. I didn’t even complete my concept design development. That’s what brought me to buy and read the novel and why I have this primitive concept sketch to use here. Perhaps I’d never have read the book otherwise but I’m so glad I did.

Movies have been made, trying to capitalize on that story, for a very long time.

The latest as of this date, was just released and I saw it in the theater Christmas Day with family.

The title of the book rubbed me the wrong way as a kid who suspected it made fun of girls, but recently I read it cover to cover. It’s a great book!

Why was it not required reading in high school when Lord of the Flies was? It’s certainly more endearing and inspiring. Feels better too.

The 2019 movie version by Greta G. I propose to be retitled, “Little Women – The Woke Version” and left on the shelf.

I’m now looking forward to a version that does the original story justice. Maybe one of the older ones already did.

[ I saw the S. Sarandon verson days later and it’s better but still just uses the book as a reference while rewriting the dispositions of the characters. Maybe it’s just really really hard to retain the intent of the author and tell the tale in a couple of hours for visual consumers. Or maybe I’m expecting more than can be for the integrity of an interpretation]

This one gets worse the more I realize the gratuitous brainwashing involved. Example, Marmee quoted a modern political agitator by saying she’d long been ashamed of her country. The cat was out of the bag. The statement was slipped into a scene where she was providing charitable care to the union soldiers who lost family and limbs securing the freedom for people who had no hope without that intervention. No country trashing sentiment was found in the book.

Rather than follow the book, the director altered the time lines, removed context and depth from character interactions, and made up story components not found in the book. For the most part, the personalities were simplified then puppetized for agenda.

The next morning, as I reflected on the movie I burst out laughing at one particularly manipulative sequence, not because it was funny but because it pulled the curtain back so well.

The coming of age for Jo involved the struggle to resolve competing interests in her soul. She longs to succeed as a writer. She chafes at the societal construct that restricts the expression of her desires. She’s full of love and lonely and yet she doesn’t see a future with the male bodied childhood friend who adores her and would gladly marry her. So resolved is she that there probably isn’t a soul mate for her, she doesn’t acknowledge that she’s actually crossed paths with that very person.

I think the author of the story developed the foundations of their mutual attraction brilliantly. She presented a polite, agreeable foreigner who cared about people for an unexpected match with Jo.

In the movie, he became the poster boy for the oppressed ‘immigrants’ who really could only find understanding in California. Rather than because he was a great conversationalist and a thinker like in the book, he became a victim fleeing ignorant oppressors  who was very concerned about not offending anyone and could play the piano like an angel from God. Beth’s replacement. The room was stilled and everyone enthralled as he tickled the ivories of her piano with his oppressed digits. At that moment, the whole family knew Jo must have him.

He left in the rain to trudge on foot to the station and great happy efforts were immediately employed to secure his place in the family so he wouldn’t have to relocate. They went with Jo to fetch him back so they could live happily ever after close at hand. All he had to offer was his vote. I mean, his love.

Jo had dug in and written her block buster novel, then delivered it to the publisher who received it with this level of enthusiasm, “meh”. But the publisher, a stupid man, was besieged by his daughters to print the book. Giggling and wise, they demanded the rest of the story (Alcott originally published the book in two parts). With prodding from his girls his eyes were opened.

The authoress negotiated a sweet commission, kept the copyright, and was happy. She looked downright regal standing at a window overseeing her new world with a leather bound copy of her creation in hand. Very pretty too.

She inherited a big house and while the original story reveals that she had long dreamed of turning it into an academy for boys, including poor and troubled ones, in the movie she didn’t really know what to do with it other than sell, but became woke and created a properly inclusive school with the windfall acquisition. Then she married the immigrant and he was put to use teaching art to multiracial girl clusters.

What I learned from the sermon (movie, sorry):

Women are short changed, but superior.

Men are dumb, but useful. They need minders.

There’s only one kind of immigrant: under rated, rule follower, misunderstood, polite, harmless, brilliant, desirable, oppressed – all in one.

America is to be ashamed of. As the sheep say, “Baaaad Baaahd”

Girls just wanna have fun.

Women who “know” are angry all the time. They just manage so you can’t tell. Remember the bumper sticker, “if you’re not angry, you aren’t paying attention.”

Rich people are good if they share.

In fairness, I think the movie creator believes the story is a great vehicle to attach her noble beliefs. However, thus infected, the host sickens and may die. So I hope a decent, inspiring, non-woke version of the story gets made that doesn’t substitute the lofty and timeless insights of the book with  political pandering and shameless propagandizing.

For the record, California is never mentioned in the book but in the movie it was the mecca of hope. Ha haha! So modern.

 

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Meanwhile, I’m building another Europa calendar

The Europa calendar is here!

http://www.lulu.com/shop/dennis-fenimore/lotus-europa-forever/calendar/product-24320573.html

Or go to www.lulu.com and search for Lotus Europa or Dennis Fenimore

 

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One Fine Summer

Now I do a little draft book as the first step in a creative project.

There are 18 panels drawn in pencil and they’ve been assembled into a book with a soft cover. It has a simple title for now, “One Fine Summer”

I don’t worry so much about fine detail at this draft stage. Just the essence of the scene.

In the end I’ll correct the construction errors and the girls will be prettier but I’ll keep the look and feel of this sketch.

Here’s a sample panel.

 

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